That I apparently do not possess.
Here I sit, stranded in an airport after my visit to the really, really big meeting, wondering if I actually have a shot at landing a tt job. Yeah, I'm cool and all that, but am I cool enough?
And exactly how long does it take to hear back after submitting a job application? One month? Longer? Shorter?
Doubts creep in like the incessant Christmas music in the background. Not only am I feeling insecure, but I'm also feeling guilty. About not having networked more. About not publishing enough. About not getting a fundable score on my K99. About my choice in mentor.
Because if I fail to get a job, I fail my family. No pressure. No, really.... ;-)